Though Times Don't Last, Tough Men Do..
Wise sayings by Dr Edwin Lewis Cole. Father of Manhood, now with e Lord.
Woah.. School's sooo tiring. But I'm gonna be focused n determined this year. After 1 week of lecture, I wonder how I ever failed my examz. Then it hit me, I didn't really pay attention @ tat time. HaHa.. Gonna be specific & goal oriented this yr. Too many things pilling up & if I fail 2 be discipline, I'm gonna fail @ them again & more things will pile up as we move forward with time.
CG today was a little long, but great. Didn't play, but it was alright coz i got a chance 2 worship & got touched by God. Didn't realise God was so near in CG, but then He said, hey, u don't cry doesn't mean I'm not around. ;) Tat was when I remembered loving some1 is a decision, emotions r products of decisions we make. If love was based on emotions 1st, then e relationship will b an unstable 1, coz we all have ups & downs in life. HaHa..
Was really angry w myself e other day. Y? Coz I felt so misunderstood. But then as I prayed & lifted it 2 God, He showed me tat I was @ fault too, not 100%, but still @ fault. Women r such strange beings. Can't understand them, yet can't do w/o them. HaHa.. But I find God exposing more on how they think & feel. Some sisters on, seperate occassions, have been sharing how they get sooo turned off by things guys do, some of which I find r so innocent. But then again, men & women react differently & have different needs. HaHa.. As they shared w me, i reflected on my actions & words, & was quite digusted w myself too as I found myself slipping into tat catagory. Thank God He showed me my mistakes, so now I learn & grow 2 be a better man. Maybe after some time when things have cooled down we can settle all our misunderstandings. But 4 now, too many things on my hand & in my mind. But I trust God tat He'll come through. Watever He speaks come 2 pass, it is us who spoils His plans 4 us by rushing Him. HaHa..
Very tired. Gotta go work tomorrow then tuition. Kids examz coming soon. Soooo worried 4 him. Feel so bad, was supposed 2 play ball w Jem. But there's a higher priority now. Thank God 4 such an understanding friend. God never seems 2 fail 2 amaze me. :)
Woah.. School's sooo tiring. But I'm gonna be focused n determined this year. After 1 week of lecture, I wonder how I ever failed my examz. Then it hit me, I didn't really pay attention @ tat time. HaHa.. Gonna be specific & goal oriented this yr. Too many things pilling up & if I fail 2 be discipline, I'm gonna fail @ them again & more things will pile up as we move forward with time.
CG today was a little long, but great. Didn't play, but it was alright coz i got a chance 2 worship & got touched by God. Didn't realise God was so near in CG, but then He said, hey, u don't cry doesn't mean I'm not around. ;) Tat was when I remembered loving some1 is a decision, emotions r products of decisions we make. If love was based on emotions 1st, then e relationship will b an unstable 1, coz we all have ups & downs in life. HaHa..
Was really angry w myself e other day. Y? Coz I felt so misunderstood. But then as I prayed & lifted it 2 God, He showed me tat I was @ fault too, not 100%, but still @ fault. Women r such strange beings. Can't understand them, yet can't do w/o them. HaHa.. But I find God exposing more on how they think & feel. Some sisters on, seperate occassions, have been sharing how they get sooo turned off by things guys do, some of which I find r so innocent. But then again, men & women react differently & have different needs. HaHa.. As they shared w me, i reflected on my actions & words, & was quite digusted w myself too as I found myself slipping into tat catagory. Thank God He showed me my mistakes, so now I learn & grow 2 be a better man. Maybe after some time when things have cooled down we can settle all our misunderstandings. But 4 now, too many things on my hand & in my mind. But I trust God tat He'll come through. Watever He speaks come 2 pass, it is us who spoils His plans 4 us by rushing Him. HaHa..
Very tired. Gotta go work tomorrow then tuition. Kids examz coming soon. Soooo worried 4 him. Feel so bad, was supposed 2 play ball w Jem. But there's a higher priority now. Thank God 4 such an understanding friend. God never seems 2 fail 2 amaze me. :)
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